I really had a lot fun during the BSMM farewell party for the seniors... but when i came back, i suddenly thought of the things that xue qi told me during PA lecture. I'm sorry that i did not concentrate during the teacher's class but i'm really not in the mood to listen to any lectures at that time... I really need to talk to someone, someone that i can tell everything to, and can express my feelings... so i went to xue qi. But usually wan jun will be there with us too, that day was exceptional lar... I told her lots of stuff, and those almost make me cry... but luckily i did not... I really feel sad cause i'm still figuring out who i really am??? which road should i choose. I'm lucky to have my friends that always pull me back to the right path although there are some that makes me confuse... I found out that I actually have to be a 'double sided' person in order to mix with different kinds/group of ppl... The other part of me will appear when i go out with them... while when i go to sch, i'm back to normal... This occurs to many ppl of course, i think... All of them are my friends, i definately won't be so choosy in making more friends... No matter who they are, they are still friends... I will not allienate them... to xue qi: i will not be influenced so easily, although i can't promise you that but for now i know i won't... =P "I am cute! Good looking! and of course pretty! like xue qi said, everyone is pretty and perfectly made by God! woots!!!!!